Merry Christmas !!!!!!!!!

 

         重感冒了,我在一天里打了N多个喷嚏,流了N多次鼻涕,喝了N多杯热开水,厄.....终于生病了,我已经N多久没生过病了,挑战我免疫力的时刻终于到来了.一般感冒我都不磕药,经验告诉我,感冒时只要多喝些热水,多吃些梨,过个几天就会自然好的.可是这几天没吃梨,学校里买不到好的梨,个个都长得很难看

         昨晚N多个人打我的MOBILE告诉我外面下流星雨了,那时已经是晚上12点多了,我正躺在床上,靠在我舒服的靠垫上看鬼片(一考完试我看了两天的鬼片,看得一点感觉都没有),电话里的对方很兴奋,旁边不停地传来:"啊....!"  "呀....!" "喔.....!"很热闹,宿舍的走廊里不停地传来奔跑的脚步声,都是出去看流星雨的.小朋友也打来电话,说他要帮我许愿.向流星许愿,真的会实现吗??????

        今晚有些兴奋,明天就要去旅行了,全球考的那段时间实在太忙,整天就是看书,睡觉,吃饭.现在我要改变我的生活状态,I wanna make my life more meaningful and colorful.Tomorrow is the beginning of the big plan,I am so exited!!!!! 

        I have to find a well paid part time job,then buy a digital camera and a Lomo.I wanna buy it myself,better before spring fesitival.Money....Money....Money...Camera....Camera...Camera...Travling...Travling...Travling..................................................................................................................................

        旁边一个女孩说的方言真有趣,让我想起了毛主席!!!!

      突然感觉好轻松,ACCA 1.3&2.1的全球考试终于结束了...我一边吃着巧克力,一边向天空哈着热气看着热气慢慢散开,很惬意.雨后的空气很清晰,我真的好喜欢学校门口的马路,桔色的灯光透过树叶之间的空隙,在淡淡雾气中特别有层次感.我深深呼吸,计划着未来,我要开始我的big plan了!!!

      看着笼里的旺财,有小棉衣穿,又有棉毯垫,给他东西吃还挑食.老板说他们家的狗是贫贱狗富贵命.

      只要是出去吃饭,我总会省些东西带给它吃.好几次去看它,总是孤伶伶地被栓在门口,尤其是有一个雨天,我问老板娘拿了钥匙上去看它时,觉得特别心疼.身上很脏,毛都粘到了一块儿.我想到了第一次见到它的时候,那时侯我很怕狗,很怕它,不敢靠近它,而现在很喜欢它,很心疼它.我摸着它的头,它很安静,你在摸它的时候,它总是很安静,不吵不闹.

      我把妈妈送来的肉放在微波炉里热了一下,拿去送给它吃.它就安静地看着我,大大的眼睛,真的很清澈,很简单,很单纯.我真希望它会说话,我对它笑笑,招手say bye bye,它就一直站着,盒里的食物一碰都不碰,就一直看着我.我很不放心,在楼梯的拐角处偷偷看它,它吃得很香,似乎很饿,真希望主人能好好照顾它...它真的该洗澡了.卡卡如果你会说话,我肯定会问你愿不愿意跟我走,如果愿意,我立马二话不说就带把剪刀过来把绳给剪了带你走.

     看着旺财,看着它,我真的很心疼...

  

     不想再听了,我选择了沉默.刺耳的声音来回攻击我的耳朵.她们互相用能把对方伤害到死的言语无休止地伤害对方.我不想在她们口中听到任何我的过去,我奋力的往外直奔,直到听不到在空际的夜空里回荡着的我的名字...

     没有流泪,我发现我比以前坚强很多,我告诉自己已经不是个小孩了,不能轻易地流泪.我一直跑,我只想逃离...我发现我有些自私,其实是自己还不够成熟,我的心理还是没有成熟到能承担很多东西的时候.逃离的另外一个原因是我害怕自己会失控,大声地哭出来,我不想让她们看到我的眼泪.我很爱她们,好希望她们不要互相伤害,不要用刻薄的言语去刺伤对方看似坚强其实很脆弱的心.为什么人在争吵的时候只看到对方的缺点,把对方说的一无是处???而我和她争吵的时候,我再怎么愤怒,用我一生中觉得最肮脏的最毒的言辞,我也会忍住那句话,即使那是我的内心感受,20年的内心感受,从没人知道,我从没让她知道.因为不想伤害她.我想让我她觉得我还是很幸福,很快乐的,象身边的孩子一样.

    我真的很爱她们,我会用我的一生去爱她们,请原谅我的逃离,我还是个孩子...

    路上,大树的叶子随着风飘落,街边的夜排挡很热闹,站我旁边的小朋友笑的很开心,而现在的我很孤独...

 

     U know what,there are a lot of wealth in the world.Most people wanna own a great number of money,buying what they want,cars ,houses,clothes...And a lot of people wanna own the great power,or u can say authority,controlling everything and satisfy their needs.

    At the party which held at last saturday night,we friends had get-together,we talking ,laughing,drinking,dacing,em````that was a marvlous night,and I like sitting around with them.I came up with a question for all the gentleman,I asked them what't the most important to men!!!!I feel so curious about there answers!

Franky said:Money women&drink

Ben wsa drunk sitting quitely beside me

Bridon said:Vacation

Poka said:I don't know(I know he is too young,and this is big problem for him)

Another guy said:Success!

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I wanna tell u ,my friend,if one day u feel like crying...call me.I don't promise that I will make u laugh...But I can cry with u.

If one day u want to run away...Don't be afraid to call me.I don't promise to ask u to stop...But I can run with u.

If one day u don't want to listen to anyone...Call me.I promise to be there for u.And I promise to be very quiet.

But if one day you call...And there is no answer...Come fast to see me.Perhaps I need you.

   Thanks alot,my friend.I love you.Though maybe one day we may lost contact,we can't meet anymore,but you are always in my heart!

    君子之交淡如水,小人之交甜如蜜....