When I am going to cheer me up a little bit by listening music,the earphone is just dead! Damn!Why this has to happen to me?I am destined to be miserbale and not allowed to listen to some music to make me feel better?
        There is one thing I really cant understand.Why cant I get along well with my "dear" mum?I mean I stayed in  her stomach for almost ten months,and I was made of her,my blood and everything.How could her not like me?We know very clearly we love each other and care about each other.But what made us fight nonstop and kept hurting both?Why cant I be her proud,she never felt proud of me!In  her eyes,I am a bad girl and a bad daughter,plus a lazy head!!!I have already made my efforts to be a good(not just good,you know what I mean)girl,though it's not 100percent efforts.I am just a kid and I am young,I have to spare time to do other things I like but not just reading,be a "good student".I gave up alot things
that I am dying to do for the boring accounting.I don't want to make my life for anyone,even not for my mum,but just for me!This is the reason I came in to this world,I want to used my own eyes to look up the beautiful sun and the dark sky,I want to use my own hands to pick the roses with throns,I want to use my own feet to jump over the high barrie.I want to experience the life which is belong to me.
      I learned the lessons from you,so now just let me go and fly.I don't need your mean attitude.Stop blaming me anymore,that's enough,and I cant take it anymore.
      I need to go along myslef and finish my own life.So,please,let's be a good mum and good daughter.