You know what?Many people admire me very much,they say I look so happy everyday,it seem there's no worry ,no bule,no distress,no disaster````in my life.But most of time,I don't feel so happy,they just cant see that,and I also don't wanna show it out.

    What is life?What will happen in my future?What people I will meet?What will the god give me?Which chocolate will be chosen by me?What I really need?A l````l``` l````l```ot of question,a l````l````l```ot of puzzle,confuse.I feel so bad,lonely,helpless.No one understand,no one can help,no one cares.

    Why the people who are most close to you are the people who know you least,why?The relationship between she and I get worse,I even don't wanna talk to her now.We know we love each other very much,but I don't like her way of love,it makes me feel cold,no warm.I'm20years old now,but she always treats me like a child,she think everything she said or done is all right.She want me to follow her order.She think I'm too childish,she doesn't respect my thought.I know I still cant indepent in material,but I wanna be independentbale in spirits and mental````

   I need love ,the love from friends,from my family,from lovers,and from me.I don't wanna cry alone in the dark,I want to have a strong shoulder,I need love

   

 

 

     Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's WWIII
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares, no one likes to share
I guess life's unfair
You'll see that something, something is wrong